March 8, 2006

  • Hii.


    >.> Dammit, Phuc.  This will be a less active entry because this updating whatnot is ALL OUT OF PEER PRESSURE.  Yeah.  That's right.  Well, today was a groovy day.  xD Two month anniversary of my birthday, hahah.  Woot.  I am not lame.  I swear. 


    I am honestly out of whatnot to talk about.  That's pretty amazing.


    The way that events catch up on me are absolutely boggling.  An unrequited friendship is suddenly just as important as one that is both ways.  Unrequited love brings stinging feelings that everyone hates, feelings that I've been blessed to not have to go through as of late.  Jealousy replaces admiration. "There is a fine line between recklessness and courage." The world tends to spin around me, and I often feel like I'm in a movie.  The plot is steady at the moment, but it always undergoes an unsuspected twist.  Thoughts linger on my head on and off, yet I stand unfazed, concentrating on joy.  I feel so strong.  Nothing makes sense, I know.  This is me thinking out loud.  This is high school, and this is its story.


    I'm in the situation to choose between friends again.  The choice is clear and easy, but to make one happy, you must hurt another, which is something my conscience can't deal with at the moment.  I've been playing my own Devil's Advocate.  I am the classic hypocrite.  I hate you, yet I want you to be happy.  I love you, yet I hurt you.


    Yet I remain unfazed?
    Oh, how the world spins.


    Not very active entry, my foot.


    Today's lesson quote: “Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well-preserved body, but rather, to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting, ‘Hell, what a ride!’” - F. Genera


    i'll break my heart in two more times than you can ever do, because you're my dream.. please come true


    Bye for now!

Comments (1)

  • Hey sweets ..

    I say, "why can't everyone just get along?"  I have a "so called" friend right now who is being a "not so good friend" ... if people could just learn to forgive and love one another, this life would be so much better ...

    So, what do we do?  The only thing we can do is forgive them and let it go ... when we forgive, we release ourselves of the burden ... sounds weird but it's true ... we can't change people's minds for them, but, we can change our minds!

    I hope you get stuff worked out, babe!

    I have been thinking about you and wanted to say, "have a great day!"

    Luv to you!

    Connie

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