January 15, 2012
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Addendum
"What? Okay, so I was really bummed out when I woke up this morning because I remembered yesterday very differently. I thought that everything was reflective of my actual self and my actual values, but whoa, no, that is not accurate of who I am. I actually woke up feeling depressed because I thought I was realizing how awful I truly am."
"No, you're just a total bitch when you're drunk. That was awful."
So this is what it's like to dip my toes into cold waters, and then be instantaneously driven away by it.