February 18, 2006

  • Heylo.


    "Don't you know that love is the greatest thing the world has ever known?"
    -B.B. King


    I didn't wake up until 1 o'clock today, and I woke up in tears, the aftermath of a bad dream.  I hate bad dreams.


    "You need love.  Gotta get it."


    I'm still groggy.  I don't even know why I'm blogging about this, of all things.  It's the "just gotta get it down on paper" thing.  I suddenly feel like writing songs and poems, but I'd end up staring at a blank piece of paper for five or so minutes.


    It's like art.  I miss art.  Art feels like an exquisitely dead language.  Or at least in my house.  It's thriving right outside, its garden lush with flowers and color.  It feels so gray in here.


    I've been feeling so NEGATIVE lately.  Which is weird, because I sincerely can't think of anything wrong in life at the moment, besides the godawful pain that my tongue has after accidentally biting it during dinner yesterday and that I'm worried about Phuc, which is common on a daily basis.  Something just feels wrong and askew.  It's an ugly feeling, as if something bad is going to happen.


    Damn the bleakness.  >__<


    If I'm not effing jumpy and giddy by tomorrow, I will shoot something with a pool stick, and they will have to try to hit me with shopping carts.


    Today's lesson: Listen to the music of the night.


    it hurts so much to think of it, so from my thoughts i will exclude


    Bye for now.

Comments (7)

  • "I'm still groggy.  I don't even know why I'm blogging about this, of all things.  It's the "just gotta get it down on paper" thing.  I suddenly feel like writing songs and poems, but I'd end up staring at a blank piece of paper for five or so minutes."

    you captured that exact feeling i know .

  • Hm.*

  • Hey, came by to check on you!

    Sounds like you have a little bit of the "blues" ... I get that way sometimes, too!  I just have to wait for it to pass ... it sucks ... I find that going and exercising helps a bit ...

    Hope you get to feeling better!!!

    I am thinking about you!

    Luv, Connie

  • Hello! Thanks for you kind words. I appreciate it. My mom is taking my uncle home today. But he still can't speak. Breaks my heart.

    Well, do have a wonderful day. Nice hearing from you.

  • Hey my dear, it's okay to feel like crap, well, I think so anyways. lol I have so many of those days myself that it's so easy to see the light! So, i guess, there is always a silver lining even to that damned bleakness. idk, Sorry I didn't respond sooner, I was off the puter for nearly a week, sick. blah. lol God bless,

  • Hey there! Hope you get out of your sad moment. Usually when I feel so down and out, I do something for my self. Either get a hair cut or go shopping and buy something really expensive for myself, lol.

    Last night I had the weirdest most freaking dream. I dreamt that my sons and I were outside and from a distance we say this big bird coming down and when it got to the ground it turned into this wierd freaking ugly thingy. Did you see Jeepers Creepers? Well, it turned into that thingy which was flying and scaring the shit out of ppl. Oh my gosh I just screamed so hard I think I woke up the house and was so dayum scared. That shyt really freaked me out in my dream, LOL.

    Aight well you feel better and try and have a good day.

    (hugs)

  • :O!.

    i can tell you a very funny joke i got from veroni :)
    maybe it'll influence your artistic skills
    haha prob. not but why be negative? :D

    there was this boy who hated to cut his grass
    sooo one day he said "i wish my grass was emo so it can go and cut itself"

    hahaha? :)

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