February 9, 2006

  • I dare you to smother me with love.  Though you probably won't.  Unless you're Phuc.  ^____^


    That, my friends, is the new 'hello'.


    And now, fiirst of all..
    WHO GOT 5 GRAMMYS LAST NIGHT?!  U2 GOT 5 GRAMMYS LAST NIGHT!  Damn straaaiiiggghht!  XDDD


    ::deep breaths::


    Okay.


    There's often a random mental image in my head--a girl in a long ruffled pink dress gesturing for me to be quiet, or a girl with her chin stuck forward, her lips pouted, letting me know she's better than me.  It's very odd, and it's the type of thing that I want to get on paper, something that I want to show and share with people, but every attempt to do so just isn't good enough, not like what I see in my head.  It's frustrating.


    I've mentally been daring to think and consider the things that I always said I would never even give a thought to.  It's all positive stuff, mind you.  Like thinking that "forever" exists (you [unless you're joeve or daniel maybe] don't know just how big that is for me), that God is merciful and forgiving, even the concept of someone going through the effort to make me happy (done so long ago by so many good people).  And other.. whatnot to that effect.  I was really going to extend on this and make it really deep, but then I dwindled to the kitchen for a snack and lost my train of thought.


    In less than a week: the very first Valentine's Day I won't be spending alone.  <3


    On the updating on my days note:
    Tuesday was a bunch of fun.  Hung with Pphhhuuuucccc during an effing crazy rollercoaster.  He is quite the awesome person, as you should know.  However, every day since Tuesday, my bumness has been increasing immensely.  My goodness, I'm so lazyyy.. >.<


    Today's lesson: When his world is upside down.. turn it around.


    you're why the opera is in me


    Bye for now.

Comments (7)

  • whooo! im first to comment.
    now THAT is very rare :)

    forever hmm? maybe.
    on another note.
    i cant imagine us twenty. or even beyond older than sixteen.
    i'll prob imagine it when we're actually 20. :P
    "I was really going to extend on this and make it really deep, but then I dwindled to the kitchen for a snack and lost my train of thought."
    thats just adorabe :D

    & christa! you never spent v-day alone! you spent it with me silly :)
    nice to know you're no longer afraid of roller coasters :D

    wierd. comment. really. if you re-read this. ._.

    uh.. stay groovy? :)

  • "Ever stop to think and forget to start again?"  lol  Your post made me think of that quote.

    Reccomend you read "Conversations with God; an uncommon dialogue" by Neal Donald Walsch. Meh thinks that you might appreciate it, and, enjoy it in the very least. Check yer library first though. These damn spiritual books get $_$

    The God in me is the God in you ~  Aion

  • haha honey you're on your way onto xanga featured content, and then the world. don't forget me at the top! TAKE ME WITH YOUUUU. *clutches on*

    that's right.

    that's right...

  • haha honey you're on your way onto xanga featured content, and then the world. don't forget me at the top! TAKE ME WITH YOUUUU. *clutches on*

    that's right.

    that's right...

  • double post?!

    gawwwd.

  • Hi Christa .. thanks for stopping by ... where are you from, love?

    I watched the grammy's and yes, Bono is one of my favorites!!!

    Believe it or not, I was kinda glad that Kelly Clarkson won a couple ... she's cute ...

    And Madonna ... OMG ... she has legs to die for! ha!

    Welp, hope to see you again!

    Have a great day!

    God Bless,

    Connie from Texas

  • thanks sweetie.. yah david gray is awesome..and SO IS U2!!!! and niceee.. hope you have fun during valentines day.. the second choclate eating after easters :ppp

    and love the quote.. take care..
    -sneha

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