Day: January 31, 2006

  • Hey.


    Psshh.  Phuc all having me update regularly again.


    (The following gives my blog the illusion that it is longer than it really is.)
    Mood? Strange--content, yet longing for something.  Yes, I know that's contradicting.  That's why it's strange.
    Thoughts? 'That boy is crazy.'  :D
    Loving? The way fate has been blessing me lately.  Fine, there's been a bunch bunch bunch of cons, but dude.  The good times make it all worth it.
    Hating? >.< How Bronecky's in my Theatre group.. omg.. he's so anal..
    Missing? I think we all know who is the answer to this question.  Him, and also noodles.  Oh, how I miss noodles..
    Wanting? Enlightenment.  Oh, how one always does.
    Listening? Nada Surf - Always Love
    Quote? "Women, if the soul of the nation is to be saved, I believe that you must become its soul." -Coretta Scott King


    It's still shocking when people that you wouldn't THINK would be very deep and philosophical prove you wrong from every vantage.  The soul that jokes with you and pokes fun at you one day, asks you to remove your mask of joy the next day to show who you really are.  I continue to be amazed. 


    On that note, the masks of mankind continue to be worn.  All of us are hyprocrisy and emotion, but no one knows the wiser.  Aung San Suu Kyi once said, "It is part of the unceasing human endevour to prove that man can transcend the flaws of his own nature."  Perhaps this mask is the flaw that people overcome with tears and sincerity.  Perhaps the mask is the very remedy to the flaws of stigmatic emotion and false hope.  Who knows?


    I travel that journey that she speaks of everyday, never ceasing.  Perhaps, I will be on that journey all my life.


    Today's lesson: If the stray's all alone, starving, crying, lonely, ignored, broken, breathless, and dying.. give it a home.


    your life is just a choice, but i never learned enough to listen to the voice that told me, "always love.. hate will get you every time."


    Bye for now.