Happy birthday to Chocolate.  =)

Heyyy.

For kicks:

Mood? Nostalgic.
Thoughts? 'OH GOD IT'S CLAY AIKEN'
Loving? CD markers.  And Wikipedia.
Hating? When CD markers run out of ink!  And my expanding waistline!  But oh god, food tastes so good!
Missing? Nuu oneee.. okay, maybe Phuc..
Wanting? Ice cream.  YES, in the middle of winter.
Listening? Okay, I'm going to be honest with you, and I may or may not be ashamed of this fact: Clay Aiken - The Way
Quote? "True love has no happy ending, for true love has no ending." -anonymous

The hardest thing to do is to stick together.. friends, family, relationships, marriages..  It's like resisting gravity.  But you can, and we have, and we will.

The way that the world goes is interesting.  I'll say that much.  People become loathed by people they don't even flippin' know (guilty, i am the loather rather than the loathee at the moment), and your perception of everything completely changes.  High school can do that, I'm guessing.  It's introduction to a new place where something new becomes your oxygen.  Scandals are just as important as grades nowadays.  People more and more have their lusts quenched, their need for gossip even moreso, and it's few and far apart that a person manages to play a blind eye to the social ladder.  I'm lucky to be one to only watch, instead of the one watched.  But then again, you never know..

"I feel guilty about the celebrities I read about in tabloids because they don't know a single scandalous secret about me."

the moon is a mirrorball
light flickers across the hall
who'll catch the star when he fall?

The irony is impeccable and mindblowing.  Life changes in a few years as well as it can in a moment.  You do things you said you'd never do.  You become the person you said you would never become.

I have questions unanswered, and I want answers!

OH GOD, THE FRUSTRATION!

Today's lesson: Some things, you shouldn't get too good at.. like smiling, crying, and celebrity.

i've been good, because i know you don't want me to.

Bye for now.