Month: November 2005

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    Hello, it's a beautiful day!  Y'know, with the grim looking gray clouds and the downpour of rain.  Gor-geous.


    Happy belated birthday to Weeeeeberrrrrrrr!  Note that I avoided repeating the "b" so it wouldn't seem like I'd make the common misspelling of "Webber".  That's effort for ya'.


    And today's daily anniversary of some magical event in the world--whether it be of birth, of marriages, or of relationships--, isss...  THAT'S RIGHT FOLKS, you guessed it: It is, in fact, Westland Anniversary, a holiday celebrated in New Zealand.  Here's to you, New Zealand!  ::has a fiesta of celebration::  Yes Phuc, you are invited, don't you worry.  ::huggles::


    Sunday was fuunnn.  Went to a gold mine up in Sutter County on a tour that I whined and whined about on the drive there that it would be spectacularly boring, but it was fun, in that big educational sense.  PEOPLE WOULD STICK GOLD UP THEIR BUTTS TO STEAL IT!  Eye-catching tidbit.  I know at least one person reading this blog had their eye caught by the word "butt".  Shameless tactic to draw people into the entry.  Anyhoo, so yeah, I went about 600 feet under the surface (so warm!) and learned about the big mining world, and stood inside an inactive earthquake fault.  Afterwards--after a intense gaming session (got all the high scores on that wench word game) at Jackson, which is a place I haven't been since summer and that uberly scary Frank era--went to Borders, like mentioned last time I blogged, and saw Coles Whalen perform.  She is so cool.  Great songs, and she's really friendly.  During intermission, I got a chance to talk to her about her album and her experience as a solo independent artist on tour, and got a free poster and told her how much I loved her material, and uber-awesomely, in the second set, she dedicated a song to me, "Manhatten", which I told her during the break was my fav. song on the album.  I thought that was SO cool.  The fun mind-explodey type.


    Girls with attitudes are.. er.. interesting, if anything.  The ones that bitch-slap you for bumping into them and the whatnot.  They would be interesting one and alone, and then there are so many of them, that they become this collective evil that are so.. yeah.  I'm probably just saying this because I'm this wimpy little pushover.  The real annoying "eager to please" type.  Yeah, I know it's horrible, but I totally can't help it.  Goodness.


    "Seeing is believing" has become another form of bullplop.  Skeptics require more proof than that, they need evidence, a lot more than just sight.  Optical illusions have toyed with us all.  Now, if there's a phrase for believing things that appeal to ALL FIVE SENSES, that would be something.  Does anything even do that, by the way?  Oh oh, maybe if you're petting a screaming skunk while it's emitting skunk gas.  I'M SO CLEVER!  =D


    Today's lesson: Running away doesn't make the issue disappear. You have to face it eventually.  You might as well make it now.


    i left through the back door, and i threw away the key


    Bye for now.

  • Hey, kids. 
    Although.. er, many of you are older than me. 
    That's okay.


    First off, happy belated Day 'O' Giving of Thanks.  (also belated Prjt. Turkeyboy anniversary!  :D )
    Now, did you really give thanks or did you just chew the soul out of that turkey?  Well, besides my very casual appreciation of all things groovy in my life, my Turkey Day/Gobble Gobble Day/Thanksgiving was fine. Went down to San Jose for the afternoon, in which very clever Joeve wandered to my doorstep.  So fun!  Then by eight-ish I got back to Elk Grove and, er, slept the rest of the night until the following morning.  Great, huh?


    THEN, yesterday was the infamous Day After Thanksgiving.. a.k.a. SALE DAY!!!  Post-Thanksgiving is the busiest shopping day of the year (The Today Show told me so), in which people of all shapes and sizes hit the stores like lives depended on it.  I was no exclusion.  I went to Arden Mall after a rigorous nap (god damn those naps), and after going around to all of the stores for two and a half hours, I walked out with--wait for it, wait for it--the fruitful prize of LEMONADE AND A PRE-MOISTENED TOWELETTE! (ta-dah!)  Intense, isn't it?


    And is it just me or did Santa get gothic?  He was wearing black the other day.  Maybe it is just me, but I'm pretty sure Mr. Stomach 'o' Jelly "Ho Ho Ho" Christmas Toys Man wore red, right?  Maybe it's Arden Mall tradition, but I found it funky.


    I found out something that I want for Christmas: A giant stuffed pig.  Job requirements: must be plushy and immensely huggable.  =D


    Today, I bought the album "Gee Baby" by Coles Whalen, a folk rock singer with the sound of Lori McKenna with hints of the likes of Vienna Teng and Corrinne May, drawing from Blues and Jazz, and I've been listening to her album obsessively since.  I'll be catching her perform live at Border's, Elk Grove tomorrow.  That should be a lot of fun; totally looking forward to it.


    On a negative note, I've suddenly been injected with a burst of internal misfortune.  The familiar bitter feeling of hate flowing through my veins, of insincerity and doubt.  It sucks, but I'll get over it.


    Today's lesson: Insecurities, imperfections, and frustrations are common in the lot of us.  We all simply handle it differently--embrace it, fear it, or understand that there's something else in life far more important than it.  Like life.  Like love.


    you think we're crazy?  why, because we're not like you?


    Bye for now.

  • Hey!


    Oh. My. Effing. God. 
    I hate it when people are like.. arrgh.  They're all out to get me. When they completely disregard everything else in the world and everything is required to revolve around them, and they won't handle it any other way.  Blame shoots out at everyone for the sake of some sort of guilt trip, and they always expect and are damned sure that they're the main character, the everything to everyone.  Either they're the best friend that has all of the attention or they won't be a friend at all.  It's a world blind of all middle ground and compromise--it's uncharted territory, and there's rumors that people that go there never come back.  What the hell is expected of you when you get drafted to war on Uncharted Territory?  Are you supposed to be the paragon of all mankind, perfect, straight from the movies and the novels?  Fine, that's the dream, but gosh, when it starts being either perfection or failure... what the heck is going on?  What are you supposed to do to make them happy?  Break up with your sweetheart, throw all your other friends out the window, and just devote your life to worshipping them? 


    Are things like that what's expected of me?  Well... HELL. NO.


    Pffft.


    I WANNA GO TO GEORGIA AND SEE THE BIGGEST AQUARIUM IN THE WORLDDD!!!  Oooooooh!!!!  THAT SOUNDS SO COOOL!  ::squeals::


    Danielle is hella fun.


    Rawr.  Thanksgiving Break is ONNN!!!!  Yes indeed, sirs and madams, that's what it's all about.  ::does a one-person wave::  I don't know what on earth I'm going to be doing this Thursday.  Hopefully, we don't pull a Turkey Day 2004 and spend my dinner by myself in a casino lobby, the guard asking me where my parents are.


    Happy anniversaries, birthdays, first steps, rain dance days, and finish-lines-attained to everyone.
    Today: Joeve and Daniel, whooooo!
    Four days: Thanksgiving.  You show that thanks, people.
    Three days:  Two years ago?  Turkeyboy, that's right.  I still remember and I am the only one that celebrates this shit.  Pssh.
    Five days: Birthday.  Weber.  Yeah.
    Six days: One.  Hell yes.
    Today's lesson: If you choose to step the leap of faith and take a chance, it doesn't matter what the outcome is; at least you took a chance.


    and you're so out of touch because i'm so far behind


    Bye for now.

  • Good morning, world!


    If anyone can tell, my life hasn't been too active as of late besides the "school, holy shit!" foundation on which all my days are built on.  There's boring teenage drama and the ever-so-enjoyable situations which render me mushy and giggly, but [insert reason why i'm not talking about those things here], so I've been deprived of "my day was"s to write.  Damn it all.


    But I've honestly been really excited about my classes this term.  Computer Tech, Geometry, Health, and then Spanish 1.  I don't know how I am, but like, whoa.  I'm pumped up to learn about the wonderful world of nutrition and being able to say, "Yo soy de San José."  It's insane.  I do miss my first term classes, though--Phys Ed, English, Bio, and Theatre (mostly Theatre, and not so much Bio though).  OMG.  Ms. Martin is SUCH an impressive student teacher, I swear to Jeebus.  It blows me away when she's more outstanding to me than the master teacher (mind you, i like Ms. Snobar, but I also witnessed when she was TA for Hyde last term).  And Ms. Thomas is fun, I have to say.  I don't really enjoy her class and she's not really.. FUN, but I respect her in how she tries really hard in teaching, in improving herself.  You have to admire that in people.


    Whoo-ee.  Mustang Madness last night.  Sumo wrestlers and lots of people and apples.  So much fun.  Yeah.. mmhmm.


    It's such an unbelievingly wonderful feeling to be open to someone else, to lay your entire soul and life out on the table for them to see, and trust them with it.  To be able to really say what's on your mind, to never ever need or even want to lie about anything for a second.  It's almost to the point that you know they're going to know you better than you do, and the way that their input changes you.. is amazing.


    Some things in life totally blow me away.


    It's hella crazy.


    I MISS THE PLAY CAST!!  >.>


    Today's lesson, cleverly disguised a word generated from pure randomness: Gloop.


    i thought that i was losing you.. it's funny how the opposite was true.


    Bye for now.

  • every
    moment
    is
    special.

  • Hey!


    OMFG.  I went to Best Buy today, with the ULTIMATE bad mistake of bringing all my money (yes, including the money i saved for christmas/birthdays) and um.. er.. spent it all. On stuff for, er, me.  Yeah.  I need to start over on that.  DAMMIT!


    SO UHH....
    I NOW OWN:
    - Scrubs: Season 2
    - Green Day: Bullet in a Bible
    - Vertigo 2005//U2 Live from Chicago
    - LIVE 8
    - a bottle of soda  :D


    All these babies just came out today, too.  You should buy them too.  However, I should warn you, if you splurge to buy ALL of them, it's going to cost a good $120 dollars.  Yep.


    Oh man.  I went through the Games section for the first time in like.. FOREVER (i don't think i've done that since 8th grade) and all of these things like.. blow me away how behind the times I am.  X-BOX 360 CAME OUT ALREADY?!?!?!  (yes, very behind the times)  There's a new Harvest Moon game and the game where you just roll around the city now has a sequel?  There's a new Spyro game and a Metroid game?  What?  What?  What?


    I want to eat a mushroom.  I may spit it out.


    I do think I need to kill something.  Badly.  Beat it down.


    Today's lesson: There are things you need to think out before you do.  You can't trust people sometimes.


    i was leaving, and you were begging me to stay


    Bye for now.

  • Browsing through xangas and thought this was cute. Stolen from bluepopcorn.
     
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    come along, the one who's

    brave enough to

    climb all

    the way

    to the top

    of the tree.

  • MY GOD!  I SLEPT FOR NINETEEN HOURS!  >_<


    i feel like i've wasted a day of my life.  just wanted to complain about that cos' i just woke up. 


    Carry on with your lives now!


    edit/


    this was written on my site in 2003 and caught my eye:


    'Look!  It's a flying peacock!  Wait.  No.  It's a pokemon?!  Whooo!!  Wild.'


    ..wow.  a little weird.


    just a little.


    /edit


    EDIT AGAIN at like.. 11 at night-ish


    A thanks goes out to Lisa Le.


    :D


    /edit

  • Hello.


    I'm cheating to create the illusion that I don't HAVE to update too much because this entry's dated on Nov. 9th, when I still have a Nov. 8th state of mind, so I basically killed two days of entries in one.  Not really, but that's MY logic, just humor me.  Yeah, I suddenly lack the impulse to regularly update here religiously every single frickin' day, so er.  I'm stooped to cheating.  Cut me some slack, I updated almost everyday for a good few months now, so I need my break.  How else would I have the time to gossip over the water cooler?  What water cooler?  I hate figures of speeches because I get caught up in the literal meaning.  Actually, no, I don't often do that, but it seemed appropriate to say..


    Oh, Saturday was IN-SANE.  Like, you don't even know man, you don't even know.  Lotsa crazy stuff.  I'll be okay, though.  I'm okay right now, whew, thank god.  The Squirrel finds ways to make everything okay.  Anyhoo, Closing Night for the play went super, I have to say.  There was hecka people (people were STANDING UP for the two hours to watch) and there were some impromptu (but wonderful) changes in the play.  I hugged everyone after the show and they all hugged me back.  They're good people.


    Whee!  Just (not really.. "JUST".  more like a good two hours ago.) got home from Mamma Mia! at the Sacramento Community Theatre and it was so much fun.  :D


    I always miss the marshmellow version of Larry-boy.  >_< 
    Yes, that's an eloquent way to put it.  Random side-note: It's cute how the people of Bumblyburg never suspect that LARRY is LARRY-boy.  It's almost as bad as Sailor Moon.  Girlie, the eye mask and the little red thingies in your hair and an outfit that's so similar to your normal school uniform is not a good identity-hiding costume!  Mind you, I love Sailor Moon, so we're cool.


    Don't you worry about a thing.  Every little thing's gonna be alright.


    AHH!  MY CAT IS ABUSING ME!!!


    Today's lesson: It only takes one moment to fuck up trust.


    i'm so sorry that i'm falling; help me up, let's keep on running..


    Bye for now.



  • ROAR!!


    it's all about the australian kangaroo.


    remember that!  >_<


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