October 31, 2005
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Hey there!
Whew. Today's the start of a new term, new classes.
I like my English Floating class, I've been placed in Algebra 1 and need to switch up everything (ooh. deja vu.), I already know that Spanish is going to be a mad frustration, and there's something so undescribably intimidating about Comp Tech that I can't place my finger on. It does, admittedly, feel a bit like the first day of school again (except now we got super-duper Phuc in the picture and after Advocacy, I see Matt outside the class next to mine and we have that uberly fun "MATT!" "CHRISTA!" MATT!" "CHRISTA!" thing that I always love.) but the lie that is my confidence is up--I'm trying to yell at my self-esteem that 'DAMMIT! YOU CAN HANDLE THIS!' I, however, lack the Phys Ed this term in which I would empty all of the laughter and jumpiness I have in the morning so I could be a little mellowed out, calm, and ALMOST MATURE (who'da thunk i could do that?) in my other classes, so now I'm really bubbly in all my classes except those really BORING ones (damn them! ::cries:: tempting me to nap in class! i'm supposed to be learning!). Rah rah rahh.
IT'S HALLOWEEEEEEN!!!!!!! Oooh! Ooh! HERE! Halloween spirit! I MADE IT MYSELF! HAPPY HALLOWEEN~
I know, I know... I'm HECKA SKILLED ON PAINT, HUH?!?!! It blows me away.
Have a good day, kids.
Today's lesson: Don't stop when they tell you to, don't hang over regrets, don't be afraid to run into uncharted territory, don't be afraid to fall in love, don't be afraid to fall into nothingness because everyone's going to catch you. Easier said than done? I know. You still need to do it.
i made up my mind, and my heart along with that
Bye for now.
