October 6, 2005

  • Hola! Take that, all you French-as-foreign-language-takers.  Pfft.


    (I feel like something NEW!)
    Song of the Day: Nil Lara - Fighting for My Love


    WHOA!  I HAVE A PART IN THE PLAY!  At least maybe (yeah, maybe; i got you excited for nuttin'); I'm the understudy in case if Lysander's not Lysander and they need to rearrange Flute and Snout, so I might be Snout the tinker.  (Read Midsummer's Night Dream?  Then you understand.)  Hey, that sounded a lot less complicated than it did in my head.  >.>; But to be honest, if it forces me out of being Stage Manager, I MIGHT not do it.  Something about the idea of it all; there's a lot more adrenaline in running around backstage telling everyone to get in their places and Damn it! Turn down those lights, there's a show! and be able to watch the show in the far corner of the room, giving a reassuring smile like in those movies than in standing on the stage holding up my fingers to make a chink.  I dunno.  I just relish more in being the backbone than the.. thing that isn't the backbone.  Everyone who knows me knows that.  But tee-hee.  I might be a rude mechanical.


    "He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it." St. Matthew 10:39.  Because it demanded to be said.


    It's interesting how fast it can be for some people to fall in love.  Note that I didn't say, "It's interesting how fast it can be for some people to say that they're in love."  Because some people aren't simply throwing around their heart like it was a toy.  They're really in love.  After just two weeks, two days, two dates, I dunno.  Maybe I'm wrong; maybe it's a foolish infatuation ALWAYS and there's never an exception.  I'm in no place to give my opinion on it because I've never been in such a situation.  But I'm free to express my amazement on the topic, because it is amazing.  I criticize and I criticize over people quickly proclaiming 'love', because who can possibly fall in love that quickly?  People do.


    I'm still in complete awe of the world that still teaches me, touching all aspects and ideas.


    But yeah. I believe in love.


    AND WHO WATCHED "SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE"?!  Ohhh yyeeeeah, Nick won.  I'm among the kids that stayed up all night voting for Nick on speed dail.  I <3 him.  (damn right, I just used the infamous <3; he's just that fabulous)  I lurve Melody too, and I was so happy that she got at least second.  Yayy!


    I need to start having better themes in entries. I always tend to have entries that are really bizzare; like talking about the amazement of love and then about "So You Think You Can Dance" (where i thought it was simply the COOLEST thing when the host danced, too!  Ryan Seacrest, eat your heart out.) and maybe some about death and then about Larryboy.  Huhm.


    Today's lesson: Talk in the way that you emit sophistication, wit, imagination, worldliness, and humor, but move in the way that the only thing that matters is being YOURSELF--what? what did you say about sophisication, wit.. oh, I forgot the list.  Just go ahead and dance.


    i'm not trying to be a nuisance; i just think we can do better than this.  that was simply my two cents.. take it or leave it.


    Bye for now.