Yo.
::GGGAAAASPPPSSS!!!:: A new Larry-boy video from Big Idea called, "Larryboy Returns" is coming out in 2006; the first Larry-boy video since "Rumor Weed" in 1999!! OH, COME ON NOW, y'all know what I'm talking about!! Does this like, mean nothing to you people!? IT'S VEGGIETALES, MAN! Coooome oooonnnnnnn. Tell me someone's as excited as me (or even moreso) about this. I love Larry-boy.
I think I'll remember today for a while. It's a good day. Hopefully, tomorrow will be on par, or brutally defeat, today, if all goes supremely well and miracles happen. 
Denial is an intriguing thing.
To cloud yourself from reality, to pretend that everything's the way you want it to be. You can't help it, you need to reassure yourself of the possibility that things will go exactly as you planned. There is no emotional baggage in the crowded closet of your mind, and there is neither tears nor anger behind that smile. Of course not. Your favorite band isn't a weenie, your sweetheart is not making out with your best friend, the cuts on your wrists are from "falling down and got cut by some really fucking sharp rock," you drowning in your own self-pity is completely normal and healthy. Stop popping pills, lying that you've never been hurt, writing poems that are "emotional but i'm not like that, really," and face the truth. Life sucks; everyone wades through the same pool of quicksand but the thing about the people that make it is that they don't let the quicksand drag them down. But no, you won't deal with that type of thinking because you're in denial.
It's okay. Really, honest to God. I don't blame you.
You're only human.
You need to pretend that you're the strongest person in the room, that everything is fine and that you've never lied in your life. Because you don't know what you're going to do otherwise.
You're only human.
Today's lesson: Sing. Dance. Express yourself. Laugh. Write. Scream at the top of your lungs so that everyone can hear you. Because you're alive and you're living. So live.
you're kept awake dreaming someone else's dream.. coffee is cold, but it'll get you through; compromise is nothing new to you
Bye for now.